chips at the heart
believe something
without thought
emotion
fairness
hollowed ground
not faults
cannot be challenged
tears
as defense
leaves
coldness
broad strokes
even
trust
blind
specifics?
specifics
arguments?
non of it
faith
of course
not
too easy
Poetry In the Light of Day
Thursday, September 29, 2011
#14 Even at last
had me in sight
she thought
I might
crushed me again
did not owe
broken
old
still ugly
ugly in heart
freight
incapable
of seeing
blind
habits
was lost in a glass
still missing out
sweetness?
humble?
forgiving?
caring?
who cares?
I did
last parting shot
lost controller
she thought
I might
crushed me again
did not owe
broken
old
still ugly
ugly in heart
freight
incapable
of seeing
blind
habits
was lost in a glass
still missing out
sweetness?
humble?
forgiving?
caring?
who cares?
I did
last parting shot
lost controller
#13 She
gives me breath
appreciation
new to me
as never
greatful
knowing
notices
I notice
connection
without humiliation
real
no pain
traveling
in time
light
as me
expectation
reasonable
love a surprise
light judgement
wherever
we go
we can
sail
appreciation
new to me
as never
greatful
knowing
notices
I notice
connection
without humiliation
real
no pain
traveling
in time
light
as me
expectation
reasonable
love a surprise
light judgement
wherever
we go
we can
sail
#12 same old nerves; to put it nicely
work is for jerks
gained employment
again
regain
you might think it's great
you'd think I can't wait
wrong and again
troubling
slavery gives me nothing
to want
depression
to haunt
I do enough
website's the dream
no inbetween
nothing
a moment to spare
for sleep
a moment to build
freedom
all that it means
can be seen from a dream
each is a gig
to be tired of
website salvation?
attack it with passion
works all the same
give it away either way
work is work
or not work
for somebody else
it could be me
gained employment
again
regain
you might think it's great
you'd think I can't wait
wrong and again
troubling
slavery gives me nothing
to want
depression
to haunt
I do enough
website's the dream
no inbetween
nothing
a moment to spare
for sleep
a moment to build
freedom
all that it means
can be seen from a dream
each is a gig
to be tired of
website salvation?
attack it with passion
works all the same
give it away either way
work is work
or not work
for somebody else
it could be me
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
#11 Ahead of nothing
under critical acclaim
it's all the same
applause is still untrue
it's such a shame
although we all need silence
it's not provided here
it makes one want to give in
nowhere to find a tear
conflict clear and dangerous
traffic of the mind
the clutter is contagious
not finding any sign
of what went wrong
or whom to blame
run screaming
from the house
the stomach's tied
in little nots
the head
does summersalts
don't dismay
the end is near
brother is much
wiser
too bad
adjustments
can be made
lack of all surprises
inner conflict fights the flu
inner conflict wins
how can all things be equal
when nothing is really the same?
be independent
be told what to do
it's an awful seminar
to derail
confronation
just don't do it
truth you hide to death
to be finished . . . . .
it's all the same
applause is still untrue
it's such a shame
although we all need silence
it's not provided here
it makes one want to give in
nowhere to find a tear
conflict clear and dangerous
traffic of the mind
the clutter is contagious
not finding any sign
of what went wrong
or whom to blame
run screaming
from the house
the stomach's tied
in little nots
the head
does summersalts
don't dismay
the end is near
brother is much
wiser
too bad
adjustments
can be made
lack of all surprises
inner conflict fights the flu
inner conflict wins
how can all things be equal
when nothing is really the same?
be independent
be told what to do
it's an awful seminar
to derail
confronation
just don't do it
truth you hide to death
to be finished . . . . .
Friday, August 26, 2011
#10 Salisbury miSteak
going for a long drive,
drinking,
the old drink,
make everyone think.
but I can't be heard,
a little weird,
familiarity,
family.
talk it over,
heard it before spoken,
expect unnoticed embarrassment,
the not same.
new twists expected,
travel by cab,
to a new slab,
in the rain.
same game later,
still heard it before,
it is in me,
part of my meld.
ok.
it will be ok.
it will be ok.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
#9 Know
give me a time,
when the love was all mine,
and i'll record it in a notebook.
who's got the guts,
to draw the line,
on the page.
when nobody's looking.
it's a secret you see,
you don't have to believe,
it's a dream,
someone else's reality.
if someone would find it,
the sky would fall down,
the moon and the sun,
would go black.
martians invade,
the table'd be set,
the earth would tremble,
to know it.
and still,
maybe not,
being true,
to yourself
your true friends,
would keep you protected,
from disease and the cold,
until you are old,
you’d forget and you would not even know it.
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